October 12th, 2001

running, bomb tech


October 16th is going to be a heavy day for me for a variety of reasons.

First, it's the six month anniversary of the day that Sis and I moved in to our current happy temple.
It's a new moon, which of course is significant.
It's the day I come off my self-imposed caffeine fast, which will have lasted I believe two to three months.
It's the six month anniversary of the day that Sis and Darkside broke up.
Darkside says that it's the day that the Phantom Menace DVD will be released.
It will be exactly one month since Adam and I started messing around.
It will be the six months of grace that Darkside requested of me, for his heart to heal.

Furthermore, it'll be a Tuesday, which is a day of extreme power for me.

...gods help us all.
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running, bomb tech

breathing this air

I can feel the magic(k) today. The temple's being cleansed (someone took down a seal; it's back up and the cleansing is driving everything that doesn't belong out) and the scent of the incense, and the clean cool breeze and the music, that together with my morning, is clearing out my head, spinning the love through me.

I don't have to search anymore. I've found love. Darkside. Sis. Adam. Neighbor, Nephew, Uncle Alan. Dawn. Everyone. Shamash.

It's like balancing your proteins. Only some foods have complete proteins, but as long as you get enough of each kind, you're fine. I don't need a One True Love. I've got the spiritual, I've got the physical, I've got the love of the heart, I've got the friends...

...why break my heart looking for what I've got already?
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