December 24th, 2005

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Fragmentation (the current crew, and problems therewith) & love

ataniell93 observed that there'd been a good bit of personality issues with me lately. And, well, yeah.

Recap: We were born one soul to the customer, and all was well until school hit. Being called by one name at home and another at school, an environment I was not prepared to handle as myself, served to create a distinct but subtle personality difference. Then adolescence came, and unleashed the usual complement of hell upon my unsuspecting body chemistry. Hello, bouquet of new personalities. Nice to meet you. Things finally simmered down, and the last few years have been fairly stable. pyrogenic met the old gang at the point where things were getting very intense, so he's not likely to view anything short of complete dissolution and crying screaming rages and extreme suicidal ideation and disturbing fiction as anything entirely out of the ordinary. (Fifteen and sixteen were not good years, aside from CTY.)

We copy ourselves for protection. We create a backup personality to come out and handle the crap that life throws at us. Seems that Naomi's been having a chance to geek out more, good. Marah has either essentially gone into hibernation or merged with me most of the time. (I am not sure which it is, but she is not currently very active at all as such.) Work is such that garnetdagger feels as if she ought to be the one out, but that is not a good idea for any number of reasons, the most notable of which... well...

Those who have recently read A Wind from the South will note the rather straightforward, proactive, and forthright manner with which Mati deals with those people who are causing difficulty to her. Now. Who is garnetdagger's Patroness, again? Heh. Imagine the difficulties that the attitude could cause in a work environment.

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Driving to Tahoe. Crocheting. KQED is fading out. I am amazingly content. Could I really be a California girl?
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I need retrospective image capture technology. Glasses that store about 30 seconds of high-resolution video to grab.
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Guide dog aunt was playing radio station roulette from before Donner pass to Truckee. She just gave up @ squaw valley.
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We're there yet. 3.5 hours, a new record for her. I shall be in The Cupboard Under The Stairs. I picked this from 3 options.
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Guide dog uncle has been feeling lousy. Guide dog aunt is taking him to the emergency room. He has been up here a few days.
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There is very little snow here. Guide dog uncle has been dejected. I will snap a few photos. I am playing scandisk.
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Wireless woes. Connecting to the network fine. Sort of. Not getting network address. Dammit. Will wait until raranax arrives.
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How many lights does a properly connected AirPort have lit? This one has the middle one on. . . . Not a happy lunatic here.
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So this is christmas eve. ID4 with my younger cousin. Aunt & uncle still @ hospital. Very quiet. . . . Returned now.
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It reassures me no end that neither of the large dark scuttling spiders spotted so far have been black widows.