February 14th, 2006

bondmates, sigil

Happy gooshy hearts day!

Mildly decadent confections, pretty flowers, good music, good friends, good times, and so forth for all!

I wished Stressy College Chick a good day of watching her teenage son's romantic predicaments entangle themselves, and wished her good luck at keeping from laughing until she was out of earshot. That was a holiday wish she could really get behind.

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Still in love with him (and still officially unrequited, still unrequited according to what he'll admit to himself, and still knowing that if he did happen to fall in love with me he'd never admit it to himself for a list of reasons that I know of). Still being very patient. Still attempting to restrain the Wildly Inappropriate Romance and stick with the vegetable love. Five years ago today, my heart un-broke for good from the Shawn fiasco when it became absolutely clear to me that even though my two closest friends were in love with each other, they still had consideration for me and weren't about to neglect me for each other. It was dreadfully awkward, the sort of situation that you just have to look back at and wince or laugh, but it worked. I have faith in love and trust again thanks to them.

Still not sure what, exactly, I'm going to do to mark the occasion in the direction of Darkside. Have previously determined that large numbers of red roses are Out. Shall figure out something.
  • Current Music
    "Bizarre Love Triangle" (in my head)
phone, cordless phone

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If he were perfect, he would not be homophobic. I love him enough to can the extensive lecture and not embarass him near [Mom.]
phone, cordless phone

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As it is, I love him enough that this is not the dealbreaker it usually is. It could be worse. He does well when he knows [something bothers me.]