Reading this hit something. How bi am I really? Truly?
Will, someday, I win the guy, and not bring the pretty girl home with me too? I've known for a long time that for me, a secure stable bonding relationship is unlikely to happen with me and a girl. Not and have both of us remain sane and ourselves. I've never met the girl who can be that anchor for me.
I feel like I'm drifting, right now. Darkside's not anchoring me... not really.