Azure Jane Lunatic (azurelunatic) wrote,
Azure Jane Lunatic


Sabrina isn't taking it well. This encounter with the forces of ick have brought out that same darkness in her soul all too strongly, and she's got a fuck of a lot of it to deal with.

What do I do?

What do I do?

I'm not a psychiatrist. I'm not even a psychologist. I'm just a fucking ordained minister with little to no active clergy experience. I don't know what to do, how to get through to her. She's been this way for years.

I don't know how to heal her.

It hurts more because I care.

Five hours ago she was so full of hope. How do I get that back? How do I wake that up again? I'm scared. I'm scared for her, because she's damn determined to make her own hell worse. That's where she is right now. There is no hell but that which we create for ourselves, and she's creating hell. She's gone through hell already, and she insists, like Captain Sisko, on living there each and every moment of the rest of her life.

If this persists, or even if it doesn't, I'm putting up a suicide watch.
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