Azure Jane Lunatic (azurelunatic) wrote,
Azure Jane Lunatic
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Administrative: displayed name change

Previously: "I see you falling" -- from New Order's "Bizarre Love Triangle"
Currently: "Azure/Pufferfish (the words that I can't say)" -- a Cryptonomicon reference, the code names for a bit of Heavy Encryption, and more Bizarre Love Triangle.
Call me: Azz, 'Ni, Loony, Miss Lunatic, Reverend Lunatic. No changes to the names I go by. (Intimates still get to call me by the diminutive of my birth-name.)

Rationale: I was thinking about it, and it fit. There's a lot of stuff that I feel working around inside my head. I can't talk about it. I'm not really sure what any of it is. It's encrypted even from me, I can't articulate it, and ... enough of it, I know what it ties to, and what it ties to can be summed up by the song.

The more I change, the more I remain the same. I am constant, I am patient, I am really rather nuts, and I've become alarmingly stable as far as anyone who knew me before would note.

New Order
"Bizarre Love Triangle"


Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say


Players: me, & the usual suspect
Innocent bystanders: Figment/Meta-Man, the Cute Desk Guy
Audience: amberfox, Dawn, and a decent-sized chunk of LJ
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