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Absolutely Lunatic's Mood

10:17 AM 2/16/2007
Woo, fragile mood. Yay. I shall have to remember to avoid my co-workers today.

Sleep issues have been happening. Since the idea of being unwilling to sleep because
I dislike the prospect of nightmares was mentioned in my vicinity, I'm wondering if
that would be a viable coping strategy even though it was mentioned as a bad one.

There are typo problems and clerical errors in the paperwork I am dealing with, and
OMG I am turning into Percy Weasley. But I'm just so annoyed that they're not doing
the parts of their job right where they intersect with my job.

I'm too cranky to be a good manager; Darkside's got at least part of it right. (He
was trying to imagine me as a manager and failing, not without closed doors and
general unhappiness.)

10:30 AM 2/16/2007
OK, need more sleep and to adjust my dosage of the happy St. John's Wort. I think
last week is finally catching up with me. I could hope that I would be allowed to
bring a book to go visit Darkside and curl up in the chair beside his as he pokes
around looking for jobs online. He needs to job-hunt, and I ... really want and
quasi-need some face-time.
Gone away, gone ahead,
Echoes roll unanswered.
Empty, open, dusty, dead.
Why have all the Weyrfolk fled?

Where have dragons gone together
Leaving weyrs to wind and weather,
Setting herdbeasts free of tether;
Gone, our safeguards, gone, but whither?

Have they flown to some new weyr
Where cruel Threads some others fear?
Are they worlds away from here?
Why, oh why the empty weyr?

-- "The Question Song", Anne McCaffrey
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