I would like to thank Kim.
I would like to thank [redacted].
I would like to thank Iroshi.
I would like to thank all of you, all of you and surely more, but you in particular, had been there in the past, at moments when I needed someone, some human, some friendly presence that was willing to listen and who would not make my pain worse, to remind me that it was possible to wake from the nightmare. I found the strength to make one last(?) flail in the direction of the living, and they were in the right place at the right time to remind me that I really didn't want to die, I just wanted to stop hurting.
It's been years since I have been there, but it's hard to forget. So thank you.